it's been a while....

well it's been a while since i last wrote on my own blog.....huhu...miss it sooo...much! neway, nothing has changed so much.....just finished going for practical for this sem....and now working for the upcoming exam.....(T_T) . actually i really can't enjoy my study as well as my practical like the way i used to before this. so many things had occured in my family and it somehow affect me as well...either mentally or emotionally......it been hard though.....i'll try to be positive as much as i can and life must be continue......i really miss my dad.......each night i never forget to pray for him and may Allah bless him for his kindness............whenever i think about my dad....i'll cry......it is very difficult to forget isn't it........all i can do now is focus on my study and focus on my family first.......other things doesn't mean so much to me.......but i do appreciate all the concern and support that my friends had given me....thank you so much......may Allah blessed them for their kindness........ i hope that this experience will help me become more stronger to face many other challenges in my life...... just an advice from me........love your parents.......cause they really loves you..... 

p/s: Al- Fatihah....

just a feeling.......

pesal lak tetibe jer ari nih rase sedey ek bile bace kawan-kawan sekolah dl nyer blog.......i guess that they have changed so much......i could hardly know them anymore......i don't mean it in the bad way......but in a good way........seeing them successful in their own study and field with their new frens to support them........when i think like this....i felt that i'm being left out from them........i don't know why i'm saying this but it's just that......emmm......i just hope that all my frens will achieve what they are looking for in their life...........and.....i also hope that they never forget the memories that we shared together during our school life cause i would never forget about it..........well, what i felt is not very important but i just felt sad cause i could not attend to my frens wedding last time and other important events where we could all meet up again.......well, i guess maybe they are really busy that they forget to invite me as well...........it's fine then.......maybe we could all meet someday.......truthfully, i really miss all my classmates in my old school......now, what i can do now is to focus on my study first and make sure to achieve my dream in becoming a good occupational therapist and i hope to do something meaningful in my profession.....it's been very tough to reach this level........i still have 3 more semesters to finish my study.........and it become very difficult each and every semester.....anyway, i'll try to do my very best! until that time........i hope all of us will remains our friendship for eternity...(^_^)

New sem starts!!!

i can't believe that my holidays are going to end soon.....huhu.....it's been a wonderful holidays though.....hehehe(^_^)v......i can say that most of the time during my holidays was spent in my aunt's house in Gombak and my brother's house in Kedah.....rather than spending time in my house.....well there are a lots of reasons for that...i mean family business....but what i do love the most is that i'm able to spend my precious holidays with my nephew and niece.....ahmad zyad and ain.....they are just so cute and adorable! besides that, all of my family also went for dinner at Kuala Linggi.....makan ikan bakar....hehe v(^_^)v
what surprised me the most is that we actually meet linda jasmine and que haidar at the restaurant....huhu....it's really shocking since the restaurant that we went is not really known by other people.....i mean, tourists......well since there are various spots to have ikan bakar in malacca especially in Umbai....which is very popular among the tourists.....anyway, back to these couple....i felt sorry for them because many people gather around them either to get pictures or autographs when they just about to have their meal......huhu.....i guess being a public figures isn't that easy....

Harry potter....(^_^)

you know, i dun know why i like harry potter in the first place.....i've been thinking about it lately....i do loves the stories and movies too..... i wonder maybe it's not only because of the stories and movies but also the actor....yup....Daniel Radcliffe....he somehow reminds me of someone that i knew...... i guess i do loves the movies because of that... i hope he's doing fine....it's been a while....(^_^) anyway, i'm really looking forward for next week.....to be exact on 28.06.09.....well i dun know why....it is just that....what am i saying...hahaha. i just hope that someone to be happy and successful in his life!

Great to be back!!!

well, it's been a while since i last publish any post.....lots to do plus i dun know what to write.....hehe(^_^). anyway, i hope i will continuously write cause it helps me to release my pressures....what am i talking eh....hahaha....tonikaku.....it's really good to be back!!!

Hitachiin brothers! \(^_^)/

hikaru....the naughty one

kaoru....the....well...he's naughty too
but more rationale i guess...haha


well.....they are both known as
the devil type in the ouran host club!!!
i still love them both anyway.....v(^_^)v

Adam Lambert- Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
worn out places, worn out faces
bright and early for their daily races
going nowhere, going nowhere
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression, no expression
hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow, no tomorrow


And i find it kinda funny
i find it kinda sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday, happy birthday
made to feel the way that every child should
sit and listen, sit and listen
went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me, no one knew me
hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
look right through me, look right through me

And i find it kinda funny
i find it kinda sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very, very mad world mad world
enlarge your world
mad world.....

p/s: i dun know why i like this song...but his voice is very good!