it's been a while....

well it's been a while since i last wrote on my own blog.....huhu...miss it sooo...much! neway, nothing has changed so much.....just finished going for practical for this sem....and now working for the upcoming exam.....(T_T) . actually i really can't enjoy my study as well as my practical like the way i used to before this. so many things had occured in my family and it somehow affect me as well...either mentally or emotionally......it been hard though.....i'll try to be positive as much as i can and life must be continue......i really miss my dad.......each night i never forget to pray for him and may Allah bless him for his kindness............whenever i think about my dad....i'll cry......it is very difficult to forget isn't it........all i can do now is focus on my study and focus on my family first.......other things doesn't mean so much to me.......but i do appreciate all the concern and support that my friends had given me....thank you so much......may Allah blessed them for their kindness........ i hope that this experience will help me become more stronger to face many other challenges in my life...... just an advice from me........love your parents.......cause they really loves you..... 

p/s: Al- Fatihah....

just a feeling.......

pesal lak tetibe jer ari nih rase sedey ek bile bace kawan-kawan sekolah dl nyer blog.......i guess that they have changed so much......i could hardly know them anymore......i don't mean it in the bad way......but in a good way........seeing them successful in their own study and field with their new frens to support them........when i think like this....i felt that i'm being left out from them........i don't know why i'm saying this but it's just that......emmm......i just hope that all my frens will achieve what they are looking for in their life...........and.....i also hope that they never forget the memories that we shared together during our school life cause i would never forget about it..........well, what i felt is not very important but i just felt sad cause i could not attend to my frens wedding last time and other important events where we could all meet up again.......well, i guess maybe they are really busy that they forget to invite me as well...........it's fine then.......maybe we could all meet someday.......truthfully, i really miss all my classmates in my old school......now, what i can do now is to focus on my study first and make sure to achieve my dream in becoming a good occupational therapist and i hope to do something meaningful in my profession.....it's been very tough to reach this level........i still have 3 more semesters to finish my study.........and it become very difficult each and every semester.....anyway, i'll try to do my very best! until that time........i hope all of us will remains our friendship for eternity...(^_^)

New sem starts!!!

i can't believe that my holidays are going to end soon.....huhu.....it's been a wonderful holidays though.....hehehe(^_^)v......i can say that most of the time during my holidays was spent in my aunt's house in Gombak and my brother's house in Kedah.....rather than spending time in my house.....well there are a lots of reasons for that...i mean family business....but what i do love the most is that i'm able to spend my precious holidays with my nephew and niece.....ahmad zyad and ain.....they are just so cute and adorable! besides that, all of my family also went for dinner at Kuala Linggi.....makan ikan bakar....hehe v(^_^)v
what surprised me the most is that we actually meet linda jasmine and que haidar at the restaurant....huhu....it's really shocking since the restaurant that we went is not really known by other people.....i mean, tourists......well since there are various spots to have ikan bakar in malacca especially in Umbai....which is very popular among the tourists.....anyway, back to these couple....i felt sorry for them because many people gather around them either to get pictures or autographs when they just about to have their meal......huhu.....i guess being a public figures isn't that easy....

Harry potter....(^_^)

you know, i dun know why i like harry potter in the first place.....i've been thinking about it lately....i do loves the stories and movies too..... i wonder maybe it's not only because of the stories and movies but also the actor....yup....Daniel Radcliffe....he somehow reminds me of someone that i knew...... i guess i do loves the movies because of that... i hope he's doing fine....it's been a while....(^_^) anyway, i'm really looking forward for next week.....to be exact on 28.06.09.....well i dun know why....it is just that....what am i saying...hahaha. i just hope that someone to be happy and successful in his life!

Great to be back!!!

well, it's been a while since i last publish any post.....lots to do plus i dun know what to write.....hehe(^_^). anyway, i hope i will continuously write cause it helps me to release my pressures....what am i talking eh....hahaha....tonikaku.....it's really good to be back!!!

Hitachiin brothers! \(^_^)/

hikaru....the naughty one

kaoru....the....well...he's naughty too
but more rationale i guess...haha


well.....they are both known as
the devil type in the ouran host club!!!
i still love them both anyway.....v(^_^)v

Adam Lambert- Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
worn out places, worn out faces
bright and early for their daily races
going nowhere, going nowhere
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression, no expression
hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow, no tomorrow


And i find it kinda funny
i find it kinda sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday, happy birthday
made to feel the way that every child should
sit and listen, sit and listen
went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me, no one knew me
hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
look right through me, look right through me

And i find it kinda funny
i find it kinda sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very, very mad world mad world
enlarge your world
mad world.....

p/s: i dun know why i like this song...but his voice is very good!

Bulan kelahiran Islam-13 May 1988

Bulan islam anda adalah pada 26 Ramadhan 1408 Hijrah iaitu jatuh pada hari Jumaat. Maksud: Diambil daripada perkataan 'ramda' yang bermaksud batu panas. ini menceritakan ketika nama tersebut diberikan, keadaan amat panas pada ketika itu Sifat: Anda baik, pendiam dan suka merendah diri. Anda tidak angkuh pada teman-teman yang dikenali. Anda tidak suka menonjolkan diri. Kehidupan anda selalu selamat.

p/s: Amin....(^_^)

Entah

enjoy this song from afgan.....'Entah'. hope you'll love it!
finally! \(*-*)/

kyouya!!!

KYAA!!!! LOVE KYOUYA FROM OURAN HOST CLUB!
Well actually i wanted to upload video from afgan...'Entah'...but there is some problems....so i guess i put another topic about kyouya instead....huhu. i wonder why i could not upload this video.....it's really a nice song with great voice from afgan.....hehehe i have tried it many times...but still i could not publish it......(T_T)v

it's time for EXAMS!!!

next week will be the exam........huhuhu (T_T) truthfully i'm not really ready to sit for the exams.....i still did not finished revised any of my subjects or even better.....i haven't started it yet!!!!!! besides that, my case studies are not finished yet.....tell me how am i supposed to revised if my case studies not even completed!(T_T)v anyway, i'm sure i could faced it somehow......hehehe....chaiyok2!!!\(^_^)/


p/s: i really looking forward for my semester break! so tired!!!!

lalalala......\(^_^)/

hohoho.....one week to go....one week to go......then all this will be over....want to know what i'm talking about.....huhu....its my practical....(^_^)v. To tell the truth i just counting on how many days that are still left behind before this practical session is over....hehehe
anyway, my case study presentation are not finish yet.....huhu wonder when i'm going to finish it all up....(^_^) owh well....still there is one week to go through with the psychiatric patients.....i hope that i could do my best here! chayok2!!! gambate!!! (^_^)/

my destiny......

i really loves this songs.....enjoy it! (^_^)

at last, it's weekend! (^_^)v

finally...........it's already weekend.....i'm sooooooo glad that my duty for this week is over and there are still 3 weeks to go.........hohoho (^_^). well after 1 week of tense period.........finally it is over.......i guess it is not easy when you're dealing with people who have psychiatric illness.......if you are not mentally or physically prepared then i guess you should consider on taking this area back! seriously! there are a lot of unexpected things that occur during this week.........but i'm not going to say that it is bad...........since there are also funniest and enjoyable moment that i had experienced during the activity with the psychiatric pt. although i'm not going to believe why i'm saying this.... but, i'm really looking forward for the next week activity........hohoho(^_^)v
so far, my group had decided to perform the 'poco-poco' dance with the patient and the staff as well......next week. at first i do not know how to perform this type of dance but with help from the staff nurse........we all know how to do it and actually going to guide the patient ourselves! it's exciting in my opinion........hehe.........oh well, i guess i just have to wait and see for myself what is going to happen next week.........chaiyok2!!!!

p/s: although it is a good experience.....but, seriously i'm really tired!
PEACE!!! v(^_^)v

sakura and lee shouran!!!

i just watch sakura the movie 2 last night.........it's soooooooooo sweet!!! i really loves to see sakura and lee to be together! in this movie there are a lot of scene where sakura is trying her best to confess to lee that she really loves him.............really sweet! if you haven't seen this movie yet, then i suggest you should do so...........believe me you won't regret it! (^_^)v
hehe although i'm quite busy with the practical things.........but it never stop me from watching my favourite movie or interfere with my leisure.........it is kind of relaxing when you divert your attention towards something that you really enjoy! v(^_^)v

practical again......

another practical......huhu....this time it's in Hospital Ipoh....in psychiatric setting.....although i had learned about the psychiatric conditions and intervention that are suitable........still, i don't feel very confident about it....hohoho (^_^) i'll be starting the practical on monday..........actually i'm sooooooo nervous....huhu anyway, i know i will get through all these things somehow.......hehe chayok2! \(^_^)/

standing in the eyes of the world-ella

Pahit getir hidup..... dan pengorbanan
Terpaksa dihadapi, demi kejayaan
Terdidik sejak mula, tabah berusaha
Tanpa cuba melangkah tak ke mana
Di mana kau berada....
Pencapaian tak tiba dengan mudah...

chorus:

Kini standing in the eyes of the world
Hanyalah selangkah dari nyata
Keazaman membara di jiwa
Menanti saat bebas merdeka
Tiba masa kau melangkah gagah
Bersemangat ke arah matlamat sedaya upaya
Engkau terunggul...
Wajar standing in the eys of the world...

Harapan yang pernah terkulai layu
Menjadi segar mekar bawah bayanganmu
Setiap manusia ingin berjaya
Namun tak semua miliki tuah
Kau menghampirinya
Kesempatan telah pun tiba.....

ulang (chorus)

p/s: really loves this song......memberi semangat! (^_^)v

one moment in time...

whitney houston: one moment in time

each day i live i want to be
a day to give the best of me
i'm only one but not alone
my finest day is yet unknown

i broke my heart for every gain
to taste the sweet i faced the pain
i rise and fall yet through it all
this much remains

chorus:
i want one moment in time
when i'm more than i thought i could be
when all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
and the answers are all up to me
give me one moment in time
when i'm racing with destiny
then in that one moment in time
i will feel, i will feel eternity

i've lived to be
the very best i want it all
no time for less i've laid my plans
now lay the chance here in my hands

chorus:
you're a winner
for a lifetime if you seize that
one moment in time make it shine

chorus:
then in that one moment in time
i will be, i will be free

ape-ape je la....

Actually kt x tau nak tulis pe..............huhu....tp seriously tgh boring, so nak tulis gak...hohoho.....ari ahad nih rumah kt wat kenduri kahwin.......abg kt la yg kahwin......not me okey......hehe(^_^). tiga ari straight! letih la cmni.....ari jumaat nikah, ari sabtu g rumah perempuan and ari ahad di rumah kt plak.....nasib baik cuti ari isnin tuh....x le letih benor...ye x?huhu
anyway....i'm happy for my brother! kt dah jemput ramai gak kwn2 kt dtg mse ari langsung tuh tp x ramai yg bleh dtg......ye le masing2 ade keje nak settlekan.....ade yg bz ngan study, ade yg da keje....bese ar tuh.....huhu. ingatkan dpt le kumpulkan sume classmate dl time ari ahad nih......tp still xleh gak......lame giler x jumpe ngan diorg.......waaaaaaaaa......sedey (T_T).....
xpe ar.....rase nyer kene gak wat reunion klu nak kumpul sume.....bkn x mau.....xde mase je.....hehe...nih minggu dpn dah nak g praktikal kat hospital Ipoh! kt wat Occupational Therapy treatment utk psychiatric setting! sebulan jer.....tp rase cam berbulan2.....huhu
klu jadik wat reunion tuh pon......bkn nyer dlm mase terdekat nih......rase nyer abih study br leh wat kot......time tuh br le bleh.....kot!hohoho;p tp actually kt dah rancang pon nak wat camne.....kat ne....dah plan baek punye!!!! hahaha v(^_^)v
anyway.......CHAYOK2!!!!\(^_^)/

hajime kindaichi!!!

well u guys...this is hajime kindaichi....from penyiasat remaja comic! he's cute isn't it? i think most youngsters who love to read comics know about him.....but let me just explain about hajime a little bit. this guy is said to be the grandson of the famous detective in Japan! although he looks like any other normal student, not good in sports and also weak in his study....believe me his not! cause he has IQ as high as 180!!! and he is very good in analytical thinking.....(^_^)
well, enough about him. here's some of the title of his comics that i had already collected which is I can say.....almost all of them are already in my collection!

title:
1. Kes Pembunuhan Panggung Opera
2. Kes Pembunuhan Kampung Enam Segi
3. Kes Pembunuhan Hantu Salji
4. Kes Pembunuhan Tasik Kecintaan Pilu
5. Kes Pembunuhan Tujuh Pengajaiban
6. Kes Pembunuhan Sekolah Gantung Kepala
7. Kes Pembunuhan Khazanah Orang Bukit
8. Kes Pembunuhan Santa Klaus Janggut Merah
9. Kes Pembunuhan di Kampung Penggal Kepala
10. Kes Pembunuhan Remaja Kindaichi
11. Kes Pembunuhan Manor Tarot
12. Kes Pembunuhan Pencuri Gentleman
13. Kes Pembunuhan Pulau Roh Askar
14. Kes Pembunuhan Keretapi Magik
15. Kes Pembunuhan Duit Syiling Pengebumian
16. Kes Pembunuhan Kupu-Kupu Hitam Maut
17. Kes Pembunuhan Dewa Burung Bengis (rumah 7 cermin)
18. Kes Pembunuhan Penculikan Reika Hayami
19. Kes Pembunuhan Anjing Cerberus
20. Kes Pembunuhan Atas Skrin (Tragedi Scorpion)
21. Kes Pembunuhan Khazanah Amakusa
22. Kes Pembunuhan Desa Yukikage
23. Kes Pembunuhan Patung Rusia
24. Kes Pembunuhan Sarkas Goblin
25. Kes Kegigihan Kindaichi
26. Kes Pembunuhan Panggung Opera 3
27. Kes Pembunuhan Pontianak
28. Kes Pembunuhan di Sekolah Gokumon
29. Kes Pembunuhan Jin Salji
30. Kes Pembunuhan Chidamari
31. dan lain2.....hehehe x larat nak tulis.....


p/s: well there u have it......there are still some title missing.....x ikut turutan sgt.....tp klu nak baca, kt suggest start dr mula...kes panggung opera tuh.....tp skrg dah x kluar lg....so kene order la.....satu lg komik yang direka oleh pelukis yang sama (fumiya sato) ialah komik Detektif Sekolah Q....anyway, enjoy reading it! (^_^)v

unexpected moment....(^_^)

28/2/2009

em....well it started this way....my friend and I were going to buy for our lunch. i actually met him face to face inside the lift....it's kind of embarrassing! well that's not just it, ....i'm not sure myself but i guess he was looking at the direction where i was standing......to tell the truth i couldn't breath at that moment! seriously.... i don't know how to describe my own feeling at that moment.....it's kind of confusing! i really like to see him in front of me but i also feel embarrassed and uncomfortable when he does that.....huhu like i tell u, it's complicated to understand.....hahaha (*_*)v

anyway.... i guess i will remember this moment 4ever in my life.....thanks to him.....\(^_^)/

yesterday....oh....yesterday...

emm.....i dont know how to say this....but yesterday was one hard day...it really upset me and hurt my feeling as well as my good mood! i don't know why every time when i enter CTU classes i always either became angry or upset! everytime! the class was great.! seriously... but... i don't know.... it still upsetting my feeling. i guess that maybe whenever there are topics like 'Melayu' or 'Perpaduan kaum' or anything that had to do with Malaysia i became very emotional! please...it is not funny.....i am very concern about our people...malay people of course....i'm concern about what to become of them....i know that now there are a lot of improvements and achievement that had been achieve by them.....and i feel proud of that! but still, if we look back....there are still young people who do not think of their own future....they just want to enjoy their life and not thinking of anything else. if we compare the achievement made by our people with other races in our country....i could say that we still much left behind.....to think of this, i can't help myself from feeling sad. how am i suppose to help my own people if they don't in the first place.....help themself? i want to change all this but it is not possible as i'm still a student....there's nothing much that i could do except from advicing my friend and others. some people may think that i'm just being too emotional to think about it but for me if i don't think about my own people....then who will then? other races?? no, i don't think they will. we are the one who will someday rules this country.....people in our country expect great things from us .....the students.......in hope that someday the country will be rules with someone who is intelligent, visionery, responsible, good heart and concern with the peoples.......who will bring our country to higher level and peace. that's why the government provide education for us.....for this purpose....for this hope....so that we can replace them and make a better country in many aspects. when i see young people in our country abandoned their responsibility.....i couldn't help feeling angry and sad. we are not forcing them to be leaders......but at least take the challenge and try to give something to our contry and its people. like the saying..."don't ask yourself what had the country had done to you, but ask yourself what you had done for your country". remember this and believe me you will become a great person!

Ikebana.....

woah!!!!! now that great! love it!

love it so much!!!! hehehe

sweet.....(^_^)v

nice work!!! it looks complicated though....

it's weird but lovely at the same time....(^_^)

p/s:
i really..... really....love ikebana flower arrangement! it's simple and lovely....wonder how much does it cost???!!! huhuhu
i start loving this kind of flower arrangement when i read about it on "Penyiasat Remaja" comics! hahaha....surprise isn't it? anyway, double peace!!!v(^_^)v

oppsss!!!

eija and me...huhu time nih ktorg g makan kat rasamas.....
mula nyer ingat nak boikot x mau mkn kat kfc.......
last2....bile dah byr ktorg br jek tau yg rasamas pon under kfc holding gak......huhu
nama je lain.....sabor je la....kesilapan teknikal......
anyway, dah makan pon.....nasib baik sedap!!!...hehehe

fiza ngan pija....hehehe posing cun nampak....(^_^)v

p/s: pija jgn mare ye.....huhu ktorg pon x tau....isk2 (T_T).....ngah nangis nih...nampak x??
anyway...nnti dah keje kt blanje mkn kat hotel ek.....kekeke\(^_^)/ chayok2!!!

gambar praktikal...(^_^)v

gambar kat dept OT hosp Melaka. last day praktikal.... nih la bakal-bakal therapist yang disayangi pt....huhuhu poyo jer....all the best!peace!!! v(^_^)v

rindu giler time nih...ktorg wat patient explorace kat hosp melaka...(1st time praktikal)
best wlpun x ramai sgt yg terlibat.....hehe

haha...sume masuk dlm bubble ball bath bile xde patient...hehehe especially yg tgh baring tuh!!! miss bee ngan sheila...(^_^)

nih gambar time praktikal kat hosp. sultanah bahiyah, kedah....
ktorg wat peadiatrik (2nd praktikal) best! tp kat cni dept OT ngan PT under Jabatan Rehab....x asing...tuh yg bagus

me and eija....hehe saje jer letak gambar pakai lab coat! x ingat bile amik gambar nih.....
dah nak dkt abih praktikal gak kot???

p/s: gambar pt x leh ltk byk sgt sbb confidentiality.....huhu sowy...
lps nih nak wat psychiatric plak kat hosp Ipoh! x sabar + takot pon ade gak..... anyway...chayok2!!!\(^_^)/

cinta @ suka....??

This is specially dedicated to whom that is still confused 'cinta' or 'suka'.



Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang. Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira.


Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku.
Jikalau kita melihat mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta.
Tapi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka.

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis.
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan membuat dia gembira.

Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata.
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga.

Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka. Umpama kita membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata. Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.

Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta.

Meet again....

today....i meet him again.....huhu (^_^)v i can't say that i actually like to see him again, but i also can't say that i hate it either......it's kind of confusing!!! My friend always tease me whenever they saw him.....it is kind of embarassing too...... well i don't know if i actually like him since he is one year younger than i do....huhu...it feels not right! anyway, i guess it is better if i focus on my study first before getting into this kind of thing.....besides that, i also have so much to achieve in my life right now....i want to further my study until phD level, get a good and meaningful job, establish new business so that i could actually provide opportunity for other people to seek job, share my success with my parents and family.....go travelling all over the world and much more.....!!!! only then i could think about marriage and all that....however, if Allah S.W.T. already destined me to be with someone that i like someday......there's no way to deny it isn't it?? (^_^)v peace!

The truth.....

well, i felt really annoyed when one of my classmate said something that is not true about my favourite prime minister, tun dr. mahathir mohamad. although i know he didn't mean to say it but i don't know, i just felt so angry....i force myself to calm down and think rational....i think if i didn't do that, i don't know what is going to happen. well, it started when he ask a question on 'what is your opinion when "mahathir said" that it is still not the time for uitm to open its place for non malays' to the presenter that day......when i heard he said like that, i look at him straight at his face and stood for the truth! i said that dr. mahathir himself came to uitm and explain that he did not said anything like that at all....someone make it all up.... He come to uitm for a talk (or conference i guess) when a student ask him about this statement.....that's why he speak about it....

Tun dr. mahathir bukannya org yg nak meraih simpati drpd org lain and jaja cerita pasal org fitnah dia....pada dia.....itu terserah kpd org itu ape yg mereka nak fikir.....sbb tuh dia x byk ckp. klu fikir logik pon....x kan la org yang sgt sayang akan bangsanya akan sanggup melihat bangsanya sendiri jatuh.....PASTI TIDAK!!!!

saya sendiri rasa sedih dan marah sebab ade sebilangan daripada org melayu kt yang sanggup melihat bangsanya jatuh dan mundur!!! Ade juga yang sanggup berkata yang bukan2 kpd pemimpin negara kt yg dah byk berjasa dan berkhidmat kpd kt sepanjang hayatnya! 22 thn berjasa bukannya satu tempoh yang pendek......dah lama tun dr. mahathir bantu bangsa melayu.....itu pon x berterima kasih lg...

pada saya, org itulah yg paling x tau nak berterima kasih!!! sikap mcm tuh mmg patut dibuang! sukar nak paham bile manusia menganggap diri mereka lebih pandai drpd org lain dan x tau nak hormat kpd org lain.....sedarlah wahai bangsaku! personally, mungkin org x paham perasaan kt, tp kt rasa sgt berterima kasih sbb tun dr. mahathir mjadi perdana menteri malaysia dl....klu bukan ade org mcm die......rase nyer malaysia x kan sampai ke tahap yang tinggi dan disegani ramai......saya percaya kpd keikhlasan tun dr. mahathir dalam membantu bangsa melayu! dia seorg yang berpandangan jauh.....dan x pentingkan duit ataupun diri sendiri....mmg seorg perdana menteri yang cemerlang!

saya bukannya mengagungkan tun dr. mahathir.......tp sgt2 berterima kasih kpd beliau atas jasanya......x tau nak bls camne.....klu nak tahu perbezaan antara seorg pemimpin yg cemerlang dengan yang x ialah......seorg pemimpin yg cemerlang dapat menyelamatkan dan membangunkan negaranya semasa negara dalam keadaan yang teruk dan bukannya semasa negaranya dalam keadaan yang selesa dan maju!!! ingat tuh!

tun......ur the best! and may Allah S.W.T. bless you for your kindness.....\(^_^)/

Kenangan di Mekah dan Madinah

this is one of the most memorable and exciting trip i'd ever had in my life! well, to begin, ktorg x rancang pon nak pergi buat umrah ramai2. just me and my family....sume nyer 6 org je... tp mase g gombak nak jumpe ngan mamacau...ktorg bg la tau sekali kat mamacau and my cousins yang ktorg nak g sana sbb my mom wat nazar nak g umrah klu kt sihat...(time dl kt sakit....kene fit! teruk gak lar)....so dipendekkan cerita, bile mamacau dengar jer ktorg nak wat umrah...dengan segera nyer dia kata nak ikut sekali.....senang giler! camtuh jer my mak long wat decision nk ikut gak. family diorg pon same gak...mula2 cume mamacau, papacau, azim ngan nini jer yg g....pastu dipendekkan citer lg...my cousin yg lain pon dapat g sekali sbb cuti diluluskan kot...dah x ingat dah lg... time ktorg g wat umrah nih pon mase kt form 2 (thn 2002...akhir tahun). so, all in all sume nyer 6(my family)+ 9 (mamacau nyer family)+ 2 ( mak besar ngan kak nora pon tetiba nak g gak)=17 org!!!!!! pergh...ramai giler! x sangka betul! tu lah rezeki kot...mula2 nak g ckit jer..tapi dah Allah S.W.T. dah bukak pintu hati sume family kt....sume dpt g...alhamdulillah....

tp still, bahwe ngan makwe x dpt g....bile pikir2 balik...bkn nyer x leh bwk...duit ade...tp x terbuka pintu hati kt nak ajak.....astaghfirullah....mamacau nak bwk makwe ngan bahwe next year lps ktorg g tuh...tp x kesmpaian sbb makwe dah meninggal....itu la rezeki or bahagian masing-masing.....sedey bile pikir balik....that's why my mom slalu ingatkan kt...klu nak bls jasa mak ayah kt tuh or nak bagi ape2 la kat our parents....baik balas time diorg masih hidup...bile dah meninggal....mesti kt sume akan rase menyesal sgt2.....mmg betul....so, klu sape2 yg bace tulisan kt nih....amik pengajaran....and balas dl jasa mak ayah kt sblm kt nak bls jasa org lain...(^_^)v

sambung pasal g umrah td....time yang paling best bile kemas barang!!! best betul sbb kt sume duduk ramai2 pikir nak bwk ape g nnti, pastu kemas beg same2.....mmg seronok! bertolak dr rumah malam sbb flight pkl 1 pagi....huhu lambat ckit.... ktorg naik MAS masa g tuh.....best mmg la best tp jenuh nak tggu 8 jam! lenguh rase nyer dok lame2 dlm flight tuh...hehehe....tp service MAS mmg bagus!!! pastu ktorg sampai kat airport Jeddah lebih kurang pkl 7 pagi kot (mase Jeddah)....pastu sampai2 je ktorg nyer guide dah tunggu nak bertolak terus ke Mekah. sbb ktorg terus masuk Mekah dl, dr Malaysia lg dah kene pakai ihram and dlm flight bile sampai kat Bir Ali dah kene niat....hehehe(^_^)v klu nak tau....kt takot betul mase dlm flight tuh sbb takot lupe nak niat mase lalu Bir Ali.....huhu klu lupe camne le plak kene amik tiket balik la kot! huhu

anyway, bile sampai kat Mekah, ktorg g kat hotel dl letak barang2 sekali ngan check in. hotel yg ktorg dok tuh name nyer Rehab al Firdaus....dekat betul ngan masjidil haram. lps tuh, ktorg straight masuk kat masjidil haram melalui pintu babussalam...masuk2 jer dah nampak kaabah! kt rase nak nangis time tuh...sedey sebab akhirnya kt dah dpt tgk kaabah dgn mata sendiri kan....x tau nak describe feeling tuh.....sgt syahdu....org mase tuh penuh sesak! tp ktorg dapat buat tawaf selamat datang dan saie ngan selamat. mase tawaf tuh ade cube utk pegang kaabah and kt dpt pegang....rase sgt sejuk....gigil pun ade gak.....teringat kebesaran Allah S.W.T.

ktorg ade kat mekah selama 9 hari....madinah 2 hari je.....sekejap je rase nyer...pengalaman kat mekah dan madinah mmg susah nak lupe.....mcm2 yg kt lalui....niat kt masa kat mekah kene jaga betul2 sbb ape yg terlintas dlm hati kt x kire sama ade baik atau buruk.....Allah akan balas time tuh gak.....kt pun pernah rase...

so, overal.....experience kat sane mmg best dan menginsafkan kt. tenang jer kat sane sbb kt dah x pikir dah pasal bende lain selain nak beribadat kpd Allah.....(^_^) semoga dpt lg g kat sane and jd tetamu Allah S.W.T.....insyaallah....

Al-Quran

Melayu Mudah Lupa....

Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya dipijak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya retak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya teriak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya haprak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kelas dua

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya hina

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya sengketa

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya derita

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kerdil

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya terpencil

Melayu mudah lupa
Tiada daulat
Tiada maruah
Tiada bebas

Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa

Sejarah bangsanya yang lena
Tanah lahirnya yang merekah berdarah

Ingatlah
Ingatlah
Ingatlah

Wahai bangsaku
Jangan mudah lupa lagi

Kerana perjuanganmu belum selesai...

nukilan: Tun Dr. Mahathir bin Mohamad, 2001

p/s: I really appreciate his effort and concern for our country and I really respect him! no question about that! I will always be on your back to support you.....(^_^)

oi..oi...ayam den lapeh...

Luruihlah jalan payakumbuah
Babelok jalan kayu jati
Dima ati indek indak karusuah
awak takicuah ai ai
Ayam den lapeh

Mendaki jalan padangsikek
Basimpang jalan ka biaro
Di ma ati indek indak kamaupek
Awak takicuah ai ai
Ayam den lapeh

Sikucapang sikucapeh
Saikua tabang saikua lapeh
Tabanglah juo nan karimbo
Oilah malang juo

Pagaruyuang batusangka
Tampek bajalan si urang baso
Duduak tamanuang tiok sabanta
Oi takana juo ai ai
Ayam den lapeh

p/s: ade betulkan lirik ckit2.... huhu anyway...enjoy singing!!!!(^_^)v

Reunion!!!

i've been thinking of having reunion with all of my friends from form 1 until form 5....but i guess it's just difficult to do it right now since all of us are still studying.....some already work! and not to forget some are getting married!!! well, obviously i'm happy for them and understand their situation but i still want a reunion! at least once....:(
well i thought of having it at my favourite hotel which is J.W.Marriot, Putrajaya! it's a wonderful place! \(^_^)/ yup2! i think it would be worthwhile if we have our reunion there.....seriously! but i'm not sure to choose between hi-tea or dinner???! hi-tea would be excellent choice but i also thinking of getting dinner for us all since it would be the most memorable memories ever! well maybe i'm just dreaming of it or just use my imagination....hahaha...but who cares! the most important things is that i want everything is perfect on that very moment! i hope that i could make my dreams actually come true....with my friends support of course....
anyway, talking about the reunion....i also want to invite nabil raja lawak and one singer....hohoho maybe.....that would cost a fortune!hehe it is really expensive you know...i don't know where to get the money.....huhu...
azzue had asked me to handle the reunion thing....but i'm not sure about it. it is quite challenging and difficult to do it alone isn't it? but thinking back...if i'm able to carried out this event.....it would give me a new experience! i'm sure i'll treasure it all my life...(^_^)v
chayok2 \(^_^)/!!!!!!!!
promise is a promise...........miss u guys!

Assalamualaikum

my first post starting today!!!!
influence by all my fwens...;p
nothing to say for now.......huhu
dun have any idea yet...hahaha!!!(^_^)v
talk later!