yesterday....oh....yesterday...

emm.....i dont know how to say this....but yesterday was one hard day...it really upset me and hurt my feeling as well as my good mood! i don't know why every time when i enter CTU classes i always either became angry or upset! everytime! the class was great.! seriously... but... i don't know.... it still upsetting my feeling. i guess that maybe whenever there are topics like 'Melayu' or 'Perpaduan kaum' or anything that had to do with Malaysia i became very emotional! please...it is not funny.....i am very concern about our people...malay people of course....i'm concern about what to become of them....i know that now there are a lot of improvements and achievement that had been achieve by them.....and i feel proud of that! but still, if we look back....there are still young people who do not think of their own future....they just want to enjoy their life and not thinking of anything else. if we compare the achievement made by our people with other races in our country....i could say that we still much left behind.....to think of this, i can't help myself from feeling sad. how am i suppose to help my own people if they don't in the first place.....help themself? i want to change all this but it is not possible as i'm still a student....there's nothing much that i could do except from advicing my friend and others. some people may think that i'm just being too emotional to think about it but for me if i don't think about my own people....then who will then? other races?? no, i don't think they will. we are the one who will someday rules this country.....people in our country expect great things from us .....the students.......in hope that someday the country will be rules with someone who is intelligent, visionery, responsible, good heart and concern with the peoples.......who will bring our country to higher level and peace. that's why the government provide education for us.....for this purpose....for this hope....so that we can replace them and make a better country in many aspects. when i see young people in our country abandoned their responsibility.....i couldn't help feeling angry and sad. we are not forcing them to be leaders......but at least take the challenge and try to give something to our contry and its people. like the saying..."don't ask yourself what had the country had done to you, but ask yourself what you had done for your country". remember this and believe me you will become a great person!

Ikebana.....

woah!!!!! now that great! love it!

love it so much!!!! hehehe

sweet.....(^_^)v

nice work!!! it looks complicated though....

it's weird but lovely at the same time....(^_^)

p/s:
i really..... really....love ikebana flower arrangement! it's simple and lovely....wonder how much does it cost???!!! huhuhu
i start loving this kind of flower arrangement when i read about it on "Penyiasat Remaja" comics! hahaha....surprise isn't it? anyway, double peace!!!v(^_^)v

oppsss!!!

eija and me...huhu time nih ktorg g makan kat rasamas.....
mula nyer ingat nak boikot x mau mkn kat kfc.......
last2....bile dah byr ktorg br jek tau yg rasamas pon under kfc holding gak......huhu
nama je lain.....sabor je la....kesilapan teknikal......
anyway, dah makan pon.....nasib baik sedap!!!...hehehe

fiza ngan pija....hehehe posing cun nampak....(^_^)v

p/s: pija jgn mare ye.....huhu ktorg pon x tau....isk2 (T_T).....ngah nangis nih...nampak x??
anyway...nnti dah keje kt blanje mkn kat hotel ek.....kekeke\(^_^)/ chayok2!!!

gambar praktikal...(^_^)v

gambar kat dept OT hosp Melaka. last day praktikal.... nih la bakal-bakal therapist yang disayangi pt....huhuhu poyo jer....all the best!peace!!! v(^_^)v

rindu giler time nih...ktorg wat patient explorace kat hosp melaka...(1st time praktikal)
best wlpun x ramai sgt yg terlibat.....hehe

haha...sume masuk dlm bubble ball bath bile xde patient...hehehe especially yg tgh baring tuh!!! miss bee ngan sheila...(^_^)

nih gambar time praktikal kat hosp. sultanah bahiyah, kedah....
ktorg wat peadiatrik (2nd praktikal) best! tp kat cni dept OT ngan PT under Jabatan Rehab....x asing...tuh yg bagus

me and eija....hehe saje jer letak gambar pakai lab coat! x ingat bile amik gambar nih.....
dah nak dkt abih praktikal gak kot???

p/s: gambar pt x leh ltk byk sgt sbb confidentiality.....huhu sowy...
lps nih nak wat psychiatric plak kat hosp Ipoh! x sabar + takot pon ade gak..... anyway...chayok2!!!\(^_^)/

cinta @ suka....??

This is specially dedicated to whom that is still confused 'cinta' or 'suka'.



Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang. Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira.


Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku.
Jikalau kita melihat mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta.
Tapi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka.

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis.
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan membuat dia gembira.

Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata.
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga.

Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka. Umpama kita membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata. Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.

Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta.

Meet again....

today....i meet him again.....huhu (^_^)v i can't say that i actually like to see him again, but i also can't say that i hate it either......it's kind of confusing!!! My friend always tease me whenever they saw him.....it is kind of embarassing too...... well i don't know if i actually like him since he is one year younger than i do....huhu...it feels not right! anyway, i guess it is better if i focus on my study first before getting into this kind of thing.....besides that, i also have so much to achieve in my life right now....i want to further my study until phD level, get a good and meaningful job, establish new business so that i could actually provide opportunity for other people to seek job, share my success with my parents and family.....go travelling all over the world and much more.....!!!! only then i could think about marriage and all that....however, if Allah S.W.T. already destined me to be with someone that i like someday......there's no way to deny it isn't it?? (^_^)v peace!

The truth.....

well, i felt really annoyed when one of my classmate said something that is not true about my favourite prime minister, tun dr. mahathir mohamad. although i know he didn't mean to say it but i don't know, i just felt so angry....i force myself to calm down and think rational....i think if i didn't do that, i don't know what is going to happen. well, it started when he ask a question on 'what is your opinion when "mahathir said" that it is still not the time for uitm to open its place for non malays' to the presenter that day......when i heard he said like that, i look at him straight at his face and stood for the truth! i said that dr. mahathir himself came to uitm and explain that he did not said anything like that at all....someone make it all up.... He come to uitm for a talk (or conference i guess) when a student ask him about this statement.....that's why he speak about it....

Tun dr. mahathir bukannya org yg nak meraih simpati drpd org lain and jaja cerita pasal org fitnah dia....pada dia.....itu terserah kpd org itu ape yg mereka nak fikir.....sbb tuh dia x byk ckp. klu fikir logik pon....x kan la org yang sgt sayang akan bangsanya akan sanggup melihat bangsanya sendiri jatuh.....PASTI TIDAK!!!!

saya sendiri rasa sedih dan marah sebab ade sebilangan daripada org melayu kt yang sanggup melihat bangsanya jatuh dan mundur!!! Ade juga yang sanggup berkata yang bukan2 kpd pemimpin negara kt yg dah byk berjasa dan berkhidmat kpd kt sepanjang hayatnya! 22 thn berjasa bukannya satu tempoh yang pendek......dah lama tun dr. mahathir bantu bangsa melayu.....itu pon x berterima kasih lg...

pada saya, org itulah yg paling x tau nak berterima kasih!!! sikap mcm tuh mmg patut dibuang! sukar nak paham bile manusia menganggap diri mereka lebih pandai drpd org lain dan x tau nak hormat kpd org lain.....sedarlah wahai bangsaku! personally, mungkin org x paham perasaan kt, tp kt rasa sgt berterima kasih sbb tun dr. mahathir mjadi perdana menteri malaysia dl....klu bukan ade org mcm die......rase nyer malaysia x kan sampai ke tahap yang tinggi dan disegani ramai......saya percaya kpd keikhlasan tun dr. mahathir dalam membantu bangsa melayu! dia seorg yang berpandangan jauh.....dan x pentingkan duit ataupun diri sendiri....mmg seorg perdana menteri yang cemerlang!

saya bukannya mengagungkan tun dr. mahathir.......tp sgt2 berterima kasih kpd beliau atas jasanya......x tau nak bls camne.....klu nak tahu perbezaan antara seorg pemimpin yg cemerlang dengan yang x ialah......seorg pemimpin yg cemerlang dapat menyelamatkan dan membangunkan negaranya semasa negara dalam keadaan yang teruk dan bukannya semasa negaranya dalam keadaan yang selesa dan maju!!! ingat tuh!

tun......ur the best! and may Allah S.W.T. bless you for your kindness.....\(^_^)/

Kenangan di Mekah dan Madinah

this is one of the most memorable and exciting trip i'd ever had in my life! well, to begin, ktorg x rancang pon nak pergi buat umrah ramai2. just me and my family....sume nyer 6 org je... tp mase g gombak nak jumpe ngan mamacau...ktorg bg la tau sekali kat mamacau and my cousins yang ktorg nak g sana sbb my mom wat nazar nak g umrah klu kt sihat...(time dl kt sakit....kene fit! teruk gak lar)....so dipendekkan cerita, bile mamacau dengar jer ktorg nak wat umrah...dengan segera nyer dia kata nak ikut sekali.....senang giler! camtuh jer my mak long wat decision nk ikut gak. family diorg pon same gak...mula2 cume mamacau, papacau, azim ngan nini jer yg g....pastu dipendekkan citer lg...my cousin yg lain pon dapat g sekali sbb cuti diluluskan kot...dah x ingat dah lg... time ktorg g wat umrah nih pon mase kt form 2 (thn 2002...akhir tahun). so, all in all sume nyer 6(my family)+ 9 (mamacau nyer family)+ 2 ( mak besar ngan kak nora pon tetiba nak g gak)=17 org!!!!!! pergh...ramai giler! x sangka betul! tu lah rezeki kot...mula2 nak g ckit jer..tapi dah Allah S.W.T. dah bukak pintu hati sume family kt....sume dpt g...alhamdulillah....

tp still, bahwe ngan makwe x dpt g....bile pikir2 balik...bkn nyer x leh bwk...duit ade...tp x terbuka pintu hati kt nak ajak.....astaghfirullah....mamacau nak bwk makwe ngan bahwe next year lps ktorg g tuh...tp x kesmpaian sbb makwe dah meninggal....itu la rezeki or bahagian masing-masing.....sedey bile pikir balik....that's why my mom slalu ingatkan kt...klu nak bls jasa mak ayah kt tuh or nak bagi ape2 la kat our parents....baik balas time diorg masih hidup...bile dah meninggal....mesti kt sume akan rase menyesal sgt2.....mmg betul....so, klu sape2 yg bace tulisan kt nih....amik pengajaran....and balas dl jasa mak ayah kt sblm kt nak bls jasa org lain...(^_^)v

sambung pasal g umrah td....time yang paling best bile kemas barang!!! best betul sbb kt sume duduk ramai2 pikir nak bwk ape g nnti, pastu kemas beg same2.....mmg seronok! bertolak dr rumah malam sbb flight pkl 1 pagi....huhu lambat ckit.... ktorg naik MAS masa g tuh.....best mmg la best tp jenuh nak tggu 8 jam! lenguh rase nyer dok lame2 dlm flight tuh...hehehe....tp service MAS mmg bagus!!! pastu ktorg sampai kat airport Jeddah lebih kurang pkl 7 pagi kot (mase Jeddah)....pastu sampai2 je ktorg nyer guide dah tunggu nak bertolak terus ke Mekah. sbb ktorg terus masuk Mekah dl, dr Malaysia lg dah kene pakai ihram and dlm flight bile sampai kat Bir Ali dah kene niat....hehehe(^_^)v klu nak tau....kt takot betul mase dlm flight tuh sbb takot lupe nak niat mase lalu Bir Ali.....huhu klu lupe camne le plak kene amik tiket balik la kot! huhu

anyway, bile sampai kat Mekah, ktorg g kat hotel dl letak barang2 sekali ngan check in. hotel yg ktorg dok tuh name nyer Rehab al Firdaus....dekat betul ngan masjidil haram. lps tuh, ktorg straight masuk kat masjidil haram melalui pintu babussalam...masuk2 jer dah nampak kaabah! kt rase nak nangis time tuh...sedey sebab akhirnya kt dah dpt tgk kaabah dgn mata sendiri kan....x tau nak describe feeling tuh.....sgt syahdu....org mase tuh penuh sesak! tp ktorg dapat buat tawaf selamat datang dan saie ngan selamat. mase tawaf tuh ade cube utk pegang kaabah and kt dpt pegang....rase sgt sejuk....gigil pun ade gak.....teringat kebesaran Allah S.W.T.

ktorg ade kat mekah selama 9 hari....madinah 2 hari je.....sekejap je rase nyer...pengalaman kat mekah dan madinah mmg susah nak lupe.....mcm2 yg kt lalui....niat kt masa kat mekah kene jaga betul2 sbb ape yg terlintas dlm hati kt x kire sama ade baik atau buruk.....Allah akan balas time tuh gak.....kt pun pernah rase...

so, overal.....experience kat sane mmg best dan menginsafkan kt. tenang jer kat sane sbb kt dah x pikir dah pasal bende lain selain nak beribadat kpd Allah.....(^_^) semoga dpt lg g kat sane and jd tetamu Allah S.W.T.....insyaallah....

Al-Quran

Melayu Mudah Lupa....

Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya dipijak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya retak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya teriak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya haprak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kelas dua

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya hina

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya sengketa

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya derita

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kerdil

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya terpencil

Melayu mudah lupa
Tiada daulat
Tiada maruah
Tiada bebas

Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa

Sejarah bangsanya yang lena
Tanah lahirnya yang merekah berdarah

Ingatlah
Ingatlah
Ingatlah

Wahai bangsaku
Jangan mudah lupa lagi

Kerana perjuanganmu belum selesai...

nukilan: Tun Dr. Mahathir bin Mohamad, 2001

p/s: I really appreciate his effort and concern for our country and I really respect him! no question about that! I will always be on your back to support you.....(^_^)

oi..oi...ayam den lapeh...

Luruihlah jalan payakumbuah
Babelok jalan kayu jati
Dima ati indek indak karusuah
awak takicuah ai ai
Ayam den lapeh

Mendaki jalan padangsikek
Basimpang jalan ka biaro
Di ma ati indek indak kamaupek
Awak takicuah ai ai
Ayam den lapeh

Sikucapang sikucapeh
Saikua tabang saikua lapeh
Tabanglah juo nan karimbo
Oilah malang juo

Pagaruyuang batusangka
Tampek bajalan si urang baso
Duduak tamanuang tiok sabanta
Oi takana juo ai ai
Ayam den lapeh

p/s: ade betulkan lirik ckit2.... huhu anyway...enjoy singing!!!!(^_^)v

Reunion!!!

i've been thinking of having reunion with all of my friends from form 1 until form 5....but i guess it's just difficult to do it right now since all of us are still studying.....some already work! and not to forget some are getting married!!! well, obviously i'm happy for them and understand their situation but i still want a reunion! at least once....:(
well i thought of having it at my favourite hotel which is J.W.Marriot, Putrajaya! it's a wonderful place! \(^_^)/ yup2! i think it would be worthwhile if we have our reunion there.....seriously! but i'm not sure to choose between hi-tea or dinner???! hi-tea would be excellent choice but i also thinking of getting dinner for us all since it would be the most memorable memories ever! well maybe i'm just dreaming of it or just use my imagination....hahaha...but who cares! the most important things is that i want everything is perfect on that very moment! i hope that i could make my dreams actually come true....with my friends support of course....
anyway, talking about the reunion....i also want to invite nabil raja lawak and one singer....hohoho maybe.....that would cost a fortune!hehe it is really expensive you know...i don't know where to get the money.....huhu...
azzue had asked me to handle the reunion thing....but i'm not sure about it. it is quite challenging and difficult to do it alone isn't it? but thinking back...if i'm able to carried out this event.....it would give me a new experience! i'm sure i'll treasure it all my life...(^_^)v
chayok2 \(^_^)/!!!!!!!!
promise is a promise...........miss u guys!

Assalamualaikum

my first post starting today!!!!
influence by all my fwens...;p
nothing to say for now.......huhu
dun have any idea yet...hahaha!!!(^_^)v
talk later!