yesterday....oh....yesterday...

emm.....i dont know how to say this....but yesterday was one hard day...it really upset me and hurt my feeling as well as my good mood! i don't know why every time when i enter CTU classes i always either became angry or upset! everytime! the class was great.! seriously... but... i don't know.... it still upsetting my feeling. i guess that maybe whenever there are topics like 'Melayu' or 'Perpaduan kaum' or anything that had to do with Malaysia i became very emotional! please...it is not funny.....i am very concern about our people...malay people of course....i'm concern about what to become of them....i know that now there are a lot of improvements and achievement that had been achieve by them.....and i feel proud of that! but still, if we look back....there are still young people who do not think of their own future....they just want to enjoy their life and not thinking of anything else. if we compare the achievement made by our people with other races in our country....i could say that we still much left behind.....to think of this, i can't help myself from feeling sad. how am i suppose to help my own people if they don't in the first place.....help themself? i want to change all this but it is not possible as i'm still a student....there's nothing much that i could do except from advicing my friend and others. some people may think that i'm just being too emotional to think about it but for me if i don't think about my own people....then who will then? other races?? no, i don't think they will. we are the one who will someday rules this country.....people in our country expect great things from us .....the students.......in hope that someday the country will be rules with someone who is intelligent, visionery, responsible, good heart and concern with the peoples.......who will bring our country to higher level and peace. that's why the government provide education for us.....for this purpose....for this hope....so that we can replace them and make a better country in many aspects. when i see young people in our country abandoned their responsibility.....i couldn't help feeling angry and sad. we are not forcing them to be leaders......but at least take the challenge and try to give something to our contry and its people. like the saying..."don't ask yourself what had the country had done to you, but ask yourself what you had done for your country". remember this and believe me you will become a great person!

Ikebana.....

woah!!!!! now that great! love it!

love it so much!!!! hehehe

sweet.....(^_^)v

nice work!!! it looks complicated though....

it's weird but lovely at the same time....(^_^)

p/s:
i really..... really....love ikebana flower arrangement! it's simple and lovely....wonder how much does it cost???!!! huhuhu
i start loving this kind of flower arrangement when i read about it on "Penyiasat Remaja" comics! hahaha....surprise isn't it? anyway, double peace!!!v(^_^)v

oppsss!!!

eija and me...huhu time nih ktorg g makan kat rasamas.....
mula nyer ingat nak boikot x mau mkn kat kfc.......
last2....bile dah byr ktorg br jek tau yg rasamas pon under kfc holding gak......huhu
nama je lain.....sabor je la....kesilapan teknikal......
anyway, dah makan pon.....nasib baik sedap!!!...hehehe

fiza ngan pija....hehehe posing cun nampak....(^_^)v

p/s: pija jgn mare ye.....huhu ktorg pon x tau....isk2 (T_T).....ngah nangis nih...nampak x??
anyway...nnti dah keje kt blanje mkn kat hotel ek.....kekeke\(^_^)/ chayok2!!!

gambar praktikal...(^_^)v

gambar kat dept OT hosp Melaka. last day praktikal.... nih la bakal-bakal therapist yang disayangi pt....huhuhu poyo jer....all the best!peace!!! v(^_^)v

rindu giler time nih...ktorg wat patient explorace kat hosp melaka...(1st time praktikal)
best wlpun x ramai sgt yg terlibat.....hehe

haha...sume masuk dlm bubble ball bath bile xde patient...hehehe especially yg tgh baring tuh!!! miss bee ngan sheila...(^_^)

nih gambar time praktikal kat hosp. sultanah bahiyah, kedah....
ktorg wat peadiatrik (2nd praktikal) best! tp kat cni dept OT ngan PT under Jabatan Rehab....x asing...tuh yg bagus

me and eija....hehe saje jer letak gambar pakai lab coat! x ingat bile amik gambar nih.....
dah nak dkt abih praktikal gak kot???

p/s: gambar pt x leh ltk byk sgt sbb confidentiality.....huhu sowy...
lps nih nak wat psychiatric plak kat hosp Ipoh! x sabar + takot pon ade gak..... anyway...chayok2!!!\(^_^)/

cinta @ suka....??

This is specially dedicated to whom that is still confused 'cinta' or 'suka'.



Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang. Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira.


Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku.
Jikalau kita melihat mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta.
Tapi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka.

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis.
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan membuat dia gembira.

Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata.
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga.

Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka. Umpama kita membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata. Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.

Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta.

Meet again....

today....i meet him again.....huhu (^_^)v i can't say that i actually like to see him again, but i also can't say that i hate it either......it's kind of confusing!!! My friend always tease me whenever they saw him.....it is kind of embarassing too...... well i don't know if i actually like him since he is one year younger than i do....huhu...it feels not right! anyway, i guess it is better if i focus on my study first before getting into this kind of thing.....besides that, i also have so much to achieve in my life right now....i want to further my study until phD level, get a good and meaningful job, establish new business so that i could actually provide opportunity for other people to seek job, share my success with my parents and family.....go travelling all over the world and much more.....!!!! only then i could think about marriage and all that....however, if Allah S.W.T. already destined me to be with someone that i like someday......there's no way to deny it isn't it?? (^_^)v peace!

The truth.....

well, i felt really annoyed when one of my classmate said something that is not true about my favourite prime minister, tun dr. mahathir mohamad. although i know he didn't mean to say it but i don't know, i just felt so angry....i force myself to calm down and think rational....i think if i didn't do that, i don't know what is going to happen. well, it started when he ask a question on 'what is your opinion when "mahathir said" that it is still not the time for uitm to open its place for non malays' to the presenter that day......when i heard he said like that, i look at him straight at his face and stood for the truth! i said that dr. mahathir himself came to uitm and explain that he did not said anything like that at all....someone make it all up.... He come to uitm for a talk (or conference i guess) when a student ask him about this statement.....that's why he speak about it....

Tun dr. mahathir bukannya org yg nak meraih simpati drpd org lain and jaja cerita pasal org fitnah dia....pada dia.....itu terserah kpd org itu ape yg mereka nak fikir.....sbb tuh dia x byk ckp. klu fikir logik pon....x kan la org yang sgt sayang akan bangsanya akan sanggup melihat bangsanya sendiri jatuh.....PASTI TIDAK!!!!

saya sendiri rasa sedih dan marah sebab ade sebilangan daripada org melayu kt yang sanggup melihat bangsanya jatuh dan mundur!!! Ade juga yang sanggup berkata yang bukan2 kpd pemimpin negara kt yg dah byk berjasa dan berkhidmat kpd kt sepanjang hayatnya! 22 thn berjasa bukannya satu tempoh yang pendek......dah lama tun dr. mahathir bantu bangsa melayu.....itu pon x berterima kasih lg...

pada saya, org itulah yg paling x tau nak berterima kasih!!! sikap mcm tuh mmg patut dibuang! sukar nak paham bile manusia menganggap diri mereka lebih pandai drpd org lain dan x tau nak hormat kpd org lain.....sedarlah wahai bangsaku! personally, mungkin org x paham perasaan kt, tp kt rasa sgt berterima kasih sbb tun dr. mahathir mjadi perdana menteri malaysia dl....klu bukan ade org mcm die......rase nyer malaysia x kan sampai ke tahap yang tinggi dan disegani ramai......saya percaya kpd keikhlasan tun dr. mahathir dalam membantu bangsa melayu! dia seorg yang berpandangan jauh.....dan x pentingkan duit ataupun diri sendiri....mmg seorg perdana menteri yang cemerlang!

saya bukannya mengagungkan tun dr. mahathir.......tp sgt2 berterima kasih kpd beliau atas jasanya......x tau nak bls camne.....klu nak tahu perbezaan antara seorg pemimpin yg cemerlang dengan yang x ialah......seorg pemimpin yg cemerlang dapat menyelamatkan dan membangunkan negaranya semasa negara dalam keadaan yang teruk dan bukannya semasa negaranya dalam keadaan yang selesa dan maju!!! ingat tuh!

tun......ur the best! and may Allah S.W.T. bless you for your kindness.....\(^_^)/